Jesus in not a quick fix

How sad...and I wanted so much to have Jesus be a quick fix. After all....it makes Him more attractive. Yet, emotional wounds hurt, pain runs deep, and consequences don't go away just because I want them to go away.

I was listening to a radio speaker talk about addiction and it really hit me; I can either run to Jesus or turn to something else when I'm hurting. My choice determines what kind of journey I go on. I either allow my hurt to propel me toward anything that numbs the pain quickly (drugs, alcohol, sex, cutting, tv) or I choose to crumble to the floor before Jesus.

Jesus will pick me up, hold me close, wipe the tears from my eyes, and speak words of truth and comfort deep into my soul. Sitting on His lap I'll have to wait and rest. It will take time for the wounds to close up. Why? Because through the love of the Holy Spirit He will ask me to face my pain, to deal with why I'm hurting, to think about how things could be different, to question my choices. I have to want that...to be willing to submit to the soul searching that often goes with being at the feet of Jesus.

Yet how much easier it would be...oh so tempting...if I just ran to watch TV, or had a little something to drink, or popped one of those feel good pills, pulled out that razor, or found solace in the arms of some guy who would be more than willing to "physically" comfort me.

Why is it so hard to choose what is wisest when the foolish option so obviously leads down a road with a perilous destination. Oh but Jesus...to run to Him...the road will be difficult, but the final destination will be glorious!

Think about it...

1) What is going on in your life right now that you are not bringing to Jesus?

2) What is keeping you from trusting Him?

3) What are the things that you are using to bring you temporary relief from the pain?

Will you pray with me? Please do if you want to begin to run into His arms and let go of those things that will never bring ultimate healing...

Jesus...I am hurting so badly right now. Thank You that You know my heart like no one else can. I have been running to other things to help ease my pain. Forgive me for not trusting You with what hurts in my life. I want to begin to trust You and believe that You will hold me close and bring healing to my life. I know it will not be a quick fix, so I pray that I will wait on You as You draw me close and speak words of comfort and hope into my life. Thank You for sharing my pain and caring about me enough to walk this hard road with me. Amen

Here are a few Scriptures. Look them up in the NLT if possible (Prov 20:1, Prov 19:3, Ps 34:18, Ps 147:3)

Where do you fix your eyes?

Php 3:12-14, Gal 1:10, Php 1:6

Fix your eyes on Jesus...Keep your eyes on the prize....run the race and keep looking toward the finish line....don't be a people pleaser...

How many times have you heard, "Well so and so calls themselves a Christian and they....(put in whatever awful thing you think fits)"? It's the ever present excuse for not having to live for Christ. The hypocrisy of others is the answer for all sinful behaviors, our complacency and willingness to compromise. After all, how could we be expected to be any better than all those other people?

Let's turn the tables...how often do we hear Christians say, "Well so and so is totally sold out for Christ and so I'm  going to be sold out too!!" Yet the truth is, who are we encouraged to keep an eye on? Obviously Jesus, but who else?

 Those whose lives imitate Christ (look at Paul's words in 1 Cor 11:1...and you should imitate me as I imitate Christ).

Answer these questions:

1) In what areas am I compromising my walk with Christ? (not living according to His Word)

2)  Why do I use those who don't live for Christ as an excuse to live a life that does not honor Him?

3)  Who are the people that God has placed in my life that I can imitate as they imitate Him? and then What can I learn from them?

Today is a new day! We can decide to allow God to live in and through us so that our lives make a difference in this world! He promises He will give us all we need to live for Him (see Php 2:13).

GrafittiedSoul...

Ephesians 4:29

Don't use foul or abusive language. Let everything you say be good and helpful, so that your words will be an encouragement to those who hear them.

As I was trying to wrap my mind around the concept of bullying, the Lord gave me the word GraffittiedSoul. It is an interesting word because it portrays the core and the depth of bullying. We all have a soul. And everyday people are writing on it. What they write creates a wall of words. And then I pondered...what does that wall look like? For some of us, it feels like a spray painted wall full of words intended to hurt or wound. It's the epitome of bullying....someone seeking to leave their distinguishing mark behind....yet it finds its place not on a wall, but on our very souls.

As I think of the wall, I picture 4 types of people and the graffiti playing out in their lives. Although categories seem to trivialize the significance of each individual life affected, for the sake of understanding, categorization is necessary. In understanding the GraffitiedSoul it is important to look through the lens of the archetype: the bully, the bullied, the bystander, and the brave.

There are those whose disposition creates in them a need to take their wall of graffiti and turn it on others. These bullies have no intention of going down alone. Because of their own pain and self loathing, they seek to create walls of graffiti that will deflect away from their own wall of pain. The cultivation of an empathetic heart is a choice weapon for waring against the lies that instigate the destructive behaviors.

The bullied are those who have a wall full of words...the wounding is often deep and significant. They have a difficult time escaping the painted images. If truth does not find their hearts, they are left feeling helpless, hopeless, depressed, or even suicidal.

The bystander may or may not have a GraffitiedSoul. However, their inability to stand securely and contend for the victims often comes from a deep seeded apprehension that they will become the recipient of graffiti. Honestly, how easy is it to be vulnerable and open up to a barrage of words that will leave an imprint on the soul? A desire to love at all costs will give them the ability to stand victorious.

And the brave are those who stand securely, unwilling to be pushed into a place of silence. They may or may not have a GraffitiedSoul, but nonetheless, they have made a firm decision to utilize their words to help eradicate the graffiti of the world. They are willing to stand with the bullied, love a bully, and speak truth over a wounded soul. Their words of truth are like fresh paint over the badly marked areas.

Wherever you find yourself today, know that Jesus is among the brave! He has the ability to paint beautiful strokes of vibrant colors over the Graffiti of your Soul. In submitting to the artwork He paints over my life, I no longer live with a wall of Graffiti, but a beautiful canvas of praise!

a small celebration...

Luke 13:20-21 is a great reminder for anyone who is a BIG thinker and sometimes gets frustrated with the "small" tasks involved in ministry. Jesus is faithful to teach and highlight the significance of the "small". Out of all of the ingredients that go into baking bread, the yeast is proportionately one of the smallest. And in comparing the flour/yeast ratio, the yeast would seem to have lesser significance. Yet the yeast is actually the "power". It is the driving force behind flour becoming bread. The concept sits beautifully beside "if you are faithful in the small things, then you will be given greater things". Simply put, we cannot begin with "greatness". The journey unfolds only if the beginning is secure...the "small"must be held in honor and recognized for its significance. 

To celebrate "small" is to be content with obscurity. How easy it is to elevate self and focus on our gifting. Metaphorically speaking, if I am the yeast, I will always cause Jesus to "rise" and be glorified. I can remain the unseen ingredient in the Bread of Life. 

Again and Again and Again...

Judges 4:1-7 - the Israelites AGAIN did what was evil in the Lord's sight. 

As I thought about Judges 4, I grappled first with the whole concept of AGAIN. The thought of again, within this context, saddens me. We are no different than the Israelites. Why is it that we seem to live in the flux of again? Why do we spend multiple moments in disobedience? 

And are we truly cognisant that we do all things "in the sight of the Lord." Maybe if we lived our lives with a greater awareness of His prevailing presence we would not run so quickly into those things that later cause feelings of shame or despair.

True to form the Lord hands the Israelites over to their enemies because of their disobedience. The Lord allowed them to be oppressed for 20 years!! Scripture is replete with stories of those being handed over to their enemies after turning a once faithful heart away from the one true God. How is it that we believe our lives will be any different? We act as though "habitual sin" (read 1 John) is inconsequential. For instance, habitually "not loving" others is an offense that does not go unnoticed by our God. We must not trivialize God's Word...."search me and see if there is any wicked way in me". It is important to "confess our sins", and to have a "tender conscience". However, if we choose to live in deliberate and willful sin, we will pay the consequences...AGAIN and AGAIN and AGAIN!

The beauty of understanding the love and faithfulness of God gives us the impetus toward freedom from oppression. After the Israelites had been oppressed for 20 years (I never said they were quick learners) they cried out to the Lord. Oh the joy of knowing where our help comes from. They knew exactly where to turn when the inner and outer turmoil became overbearing! And so do we! This same God still reaches down from Heaven and rescues us from...ourselves! 

Verses 6-7 lay the groundwork for freedom. I always find great comfort in the structure laid out in Scripture. I appreciate that God communicates in a way that people like me can really understand....if this, then this, and then this...God certainly is a God of order. We find a distinct pattern for overcoming. First, God gives a command. Second, the people respond to His clear instructions with complete obedience. Third, the surety of victory is set up as dependent on Him..not us...HIM. 

As with the story of the Prodigal son, the Father is always the One who receives the glory. He belongs center stage....AGAIN and AGAIN and AGAIN.  And I am truly thankful that as His wandering child I receive His promise of Romans 8:28-29 AGAIN and AGAIN and AGAIN!

Being true to yourself...

Be true to yourself. We hear that often. But what does it mean? I was pondering this question the other day as I thought about the fact that God is always true to Himself.

God never changes. He is love. He can't do anything that is unloving. It's that simple. 

So what about us. Is it that simple for us? Actually it is. Often our attempts at living for God get in the way of God living through us.

So when we finally decide to be "true to ourselves", what we are actually committing to is being true to God and who He has remade us to be in Christ. It's the Gal 2:20 and 2 Cor 5:17 life. 

Join me on the journey of being true to HIM!

Reciprocal Blessing...

Romans 1:6-7, 10-12

And you are included among those Gentiles who have been called to belong to Jesus Christ. I am writing to all of you in Rome who are loved by God and are called to be his own holy people...One of the things I always pray for is the opportunity, God willing, to come at last to see you. For I long to visit you so I can bring you some spiritual gift that will help you grow strong in the Lord. When we get together, I want to encourage you in your faith, but I also want to be encouraged by yours.

Paul is a man of intentionality. He uses his platform as an apostle to communicate with passion and purpose in all he teaches. Notice the key words of this passage: included, called, belong, loved. He begins to paint a picture for us of the forethought of God in enveloping us in His family. We were not just an afterthought. We were known before the foundation of the world...and He adores us. 

Paul not only desires for us to understand our special place in God's heart, but the intentionality that God built into our interactions with one another. First, look at the heart that motivates Paul. He writes that he longs to see the other believers. Second, look at the purpose for his longing. He desires to share a spiritual blessing intended to promote growth in their walk with the Lord, and to encourage them in their faith. However, he also yearns to be personally encouraged in his faith.  

Imagine what the body of Christ would look like if we all lived with a longing to spend time together in order to help one another grow in the Lord and be encouraged in the faith? Think of all of the marriages that would be saved, the hearts that would find healing, the doubters that would find answers, the parents who would find a listening ear and words of wisdom, the students who would feel cared for and understood. The outcome is limitless because the God who has called us has equipped us to do all that He has asked us to do for one another. 

Today...find someone with whom you can share the reciprocal blessing. 

The least of these...

James 1:27
Pure and genuine religion in the sight of God the Father means caring for orphans and widows in their distress and refusing to let the world corrupt you.

I made a special friend the other day. I would have missed the joy of this friendship had I not been listening to the voice of the Holy Spirit. His words were distinct and clear..."whatever you do for the least of these...that you do to Me." 

Her name is Lucille. She is a 93-year-old African American woman with gray hair bundled under a head scarf. Her eyes are yellowing and look worn. Her smile displays her many years as it showcases the empty places where teeth once existed. She must depend on a cane to walk, and even with the sturdy cane her gate is unsteady. Her heart is overflowing with thanks. She loves the Lord and she loves everyone around her. I know this because as I sang hymns about seeing Jesus, she sang along with a spirit longing for Heaven. 

The greatest gift Lucille gave me that day was the gift of loving and serving her. I came face to face with Jesus. It's amazing to me that I don't do this more often. It's the Bible come to life in its purest form. And Lucille, she thought the world of me. She could not stop telling me how much she loved me and how kind I was. She told everyone we ran into that I was her new friend....someone who was willing to be kind to a stranger. 

Her words still give me pause. Why was she so amazed at my actions? Wouldn't anyone who loves Jesus pick up an elderly woman struggling to walk down the road in 90 degree weather? How many Bible verses do we need to learn before these kinds of actions become commonplace for those of us who claim to follow Christ? I'm thinking about that. I hope you do as well. Imagine the difference we could truly make in the world if we weren't too busy for "the least of these"?

Jesus or the Holy Spirit...you choose!

I know...that can sound bad. But before you turn away, listen to what I'm really trying to expose. Have you ever had the thought....if Jesus was walking right beside me physically than I would really be able to be okay, or accomplish something, or walk away from temptation? I confess that I have too. But today I finally realized what a ludicrous thought that really is.

Take a minute to imagine the disciples throughout the gospels. They had Jesus physically with them and yet were making poor choices, being self-focused, expressing anxiety, doubting Him...to name a few. Why do we believe we would be any different today? 

When we ask for Jesus' physical presence, what we are also requesting is the removal of the Holy Spirit. Think about it. The disciples had Jesus, but if He ever instructed them to go ahead to another town, or went off to pray, their lives took a perilous turn. They were completely dependant on being able to SEE Him in order to have confidence, peace, or a knowing of how to handle the people or situations that came their way. Jesus was their very lifeline. If He removed Himself from them, they felt cut off. Abandoned. 

Not so with us. We have the Holy Spirit. And with the Holy Spirit comes continual confidence, peace, empowerment, wisdom, strength, guidance. Why would I substitute the temporary presence of Jesus for the eternal presence of the Holy Spirit? I do not want to be dependant on Someone being with me physically so that I am able to succeed and be all that I am to be. I want to be able to pray, search the Scriptures, and depend on the still small voice of guidance from deep inside to lead and direct my steps. 

It's simple. When we ask for the physical presence of Jesus, we set ourselves up for a regular anxiety attack. We are dependant on what we can see and if we cannot see it we lose all confidence. If we rely on the Holy Spirit, we realize that we are never alone. He never leaves us. We will forever walk in confidence, strength, peace, and wisdom. 

So next time we are tempted to think we are lacking, remember that we lack nothing. We have exactly Who we need to live the confident, victorious life. 

Discerning the call...

One of the wisest truths I'm attempting to live is "a need does not constitute a call". Those of us who have a hard time saying no will understand why this truth has the potential to impact the very core of who we are. It's simple, yet revolutionary! Ephesians 2:10 encapsulates it well: We are God's masterpieces....and HE has designed good works in advance for us to do. 

They key to freedom is in realizing that it is HE who does the calling. It is not the roar of the crowd nor the whisper of the needy, but the sovereign plans of a loving and balanced Creator that guides our pathway to service. 

How many days, months, years have I labored at things in the flesh? You say...the flesh...is that not too harsh? No...it is truth! When I step outside of His call, I cease to be His messenger. I am a messenger for ME...showing off my gifts, talents and abilities.

Ponder these verses...

2 Cor 3:5 - It is not that we think we are qualified to do anything on our own. Our qualification comes from God.

2 Co 4:7 - We now have this light shining in our hearts, but we ourselves are like fragile clay jars containing this great treasure. This makes it clear that our great power is from God, not from ourselves.

John 15:5 - Yes, I am the vine; you are the branches. Those who remain in me, and I in them, will produce much fruit. For apart from me you can do nothing.

It seems rather clear...if I say "yes" to those things that are not in God's plan for me, than I rely on my own strength and power. HE alone qualifies me, strengthens me, empowers me, and ensures that what I do will be fruitful. It is only when I say no to to the good things in life, that I am free to do the GOD things in life. 

We do not serve b/c we are needed, we serve b/c we are called. Called by God. None other will do.